Sunday, December 12, 2010

*Breath Sarah! BREATH!*

Note: I wrote a blog from my phone the other day, and it said on my phone that it sent, BUT...it isnt showing up here...so, if it finally shows up...the context is prior to this blog. Kthxbye.

Sooo,  trying to not let things get to me so easily. BUT it's really REALLY hard when I only get scheduled for 18 hours to work and I have to make 400 dollars by the end of the month. *Breath Sarah, BREATH*
Im not going to say that everyone else got their normal hours, but...it SURE looked like it. I was not worried about not having enough money for rent and my car insurance at all because I have been getting 35-40 hours ever week, and now, when i need it most, I get 18. Like...i couldn't even get 2 extra hours to make it 20? I dunno. UGGG
I know my Boss is doing her best with what she has, and all the stress she is under, and i understand that, really, i do. But to cut me from 40 hours, to 18, like REALLY?!?! school isn't even out yet! i would better understand it if it happened the week before Christmas, but school is still in this next week.

I guess I'm just going to have to find a way to make some money. I am already selling some items on eBay, like old textbooks and stuff, but thats not going to bring in more than 50-60 bucks.
I am having a hard time believing God will get me through this...But, I can't keep doubting. Have to keep me head up. (it's so hard sometimes though)